2002-04-28 - 1:26 a.m.
i feel dejected.
As if i was given the barest glimpse of light
before it was snatched away.
Stolen from my shaking hands.
i sit in darkness
waiting for you.
You radiate with a gentle warmth.
i can see the flame burning in you,
though i know it's not for me.
Yet.
"There's always hope."
i can stand by in silence,
and wait with open arms.
Really.
But, is there any hope for us?
Any chance that you'll see me through the darkness,
find me through the cold?
Could you ever love me?
i just want to be happy.
i want to feel that flame inside me
warm and brilliant,
filling me with light.
Warmth.
But, should I wait or
should i give up on you, my hopeless love?
Is there someone else i'm missing
while i'm lost in the dark?
Will i ever be loved?
i'm so confused,
so cold.
