2002-11-02 - 5:18 p.m.
keep going.
have to keep going.
run.
run the endless circles.
just run.
mindless.
i act out the motions.
follow the path.
follow the leader.
no time to stop for directions.
no time to think,
to love,
to live.
have to keep going.
run.
just run.
run untill my legs are like bricks.
untill a stitch tears through my side,
and I collapse.
each breath a jagged knife through through my chest
and the rapid beating of my heart drowns out the echoes of madness, of pain.
NO.
can't stop.
have to keep going.
have to keep playing the game.
no time.
no rest.
not one short pause.
just run.
What am I doing?
i want to stop
to scream
to sob
to stand in the middle of the track and watch it all go by.
I'm tired.
helpless.
lost.
i can't stop.
can't think.
just run...
