2003-03-30 - 9:36 a.m.
To my not-so-secret love:
Thank you for your soft words and careful explanations.
I needed to know the truth.
And, thank you for being so very gentle as you tore my heart from my breast.
Yes, thank you for breaking it gently before I could imagine more then just a simple fling.
You said that you respect me, and stopped while you could.
Thanks for that.
Oh, and thank you for telling me the truth.
I hope she was as kind.
Thank you for making me believe I could be happy
that I could be sexy, beautiful
attractive.
Thank you for the kiss I can't forget,
your hands on my body,
in my hair,
on my cheek.
Thank you for not loving me
and thanks for loving her.
I guess they all love her.
I'm just not good enough for you.
"We're at different places in our lives."
Yeah, right.
I guess this virgin is just too good for you.
