2004-04-14 - 10:26 a.m.
I was reading through another diary, and found this from a few months back. I completely forgot that I wrote it. I'm not overly fond of it, but I figured I should throw it in here anyway. This diary is supposed to be a compilation of all of my poetry, so I shouldn't really be selective in what I chose to put in here or not. Anyway, here's that poem...
Who am I now?
A great black hole is tearing me up inside, full of doubts.
anger
fear
envy
lonliness
hatred
What happened to me?
I can't stay here any more.
this is not who I am,
who I was meant to be.
Days keep slipping by
as I watch the worldly news at 5.
6.
11.
Time has no meaning anymore.
Time has ripped apart the fractured remnants of my frozen heart.
Each moment is more painful,
more cruel.
more pointless.
I don't even know what I want with life anymore.
